The surprising power of determination

By Christopher Cudworth

“You’re so determined.” 

IMG_6318That’s one of the biggest compliments you can give any person.

When you say that someone is “determined” it means they are focused on a goal. They mean to achieve it the best way they can. They will not let anything stop them.

You can be determined to finish. Determined to set a PR. Determined to raise money for a good cause. Determined not to let the past hold you back.

Determination is part belief, part motivation, part courage and 100% willingness to try.

Where does determination come from? 

Testing fate

Some degree of determination is built into all of us. The world’s greatest literature focuses heavily on people trying to determine their own fates. Some succeed. Some fail.

One thinkurls of Captain Ahab chasing the White Whale. What a determined fellow Ahab really was. His determination consumed him to the point where he died lashed to the back of his prey. So you can be determined to a fault.

Then there’s the peripatetic Don Quixote wandering the countryside jousting at windmills. Who knows what his determination was really all about? An imagined reality where things were better?

In the book Hotel New Hampshire by John Irving the lead character is told by his wrestling coach to “Get obsessed and stay obsessed.” That is the heart of determination in a nutshell. To be determined is to prevent distraction from guiding you away from your course and objective.

In the moment

photo 3 (1)I recall a moment in a high school cross country meet when I had a lead in the first mile. The course was marked with a white line that turned a corner and headed straight into a cattail marsh. There was a flag indicating “go straight” on one side of the marsh and another flag 30 yards beyond. With no one there to indicate otherwise, I followed directions and ran right through the wetlands. As it turned out, the course designers actually wanted to make things interesting for the runners. But there was no course tour that day.

I was determined to win that day, and did. It would have been easy to stop, wonder aloud whether what I saw ahead was too weird to believe. But instead I ran right through. Given no other alternatives, determination can get you through all sorts of obstacles in life.

The business of determination

In running and riding as in business and other endeavors, being determined can make the difference between having a chance at success and not being in the hunt at all. But even that type of determination can get a bit raw.

We must suppose that people who earn tons of money in business and turn to blood sports like big game hunting simply need more stimulating outlets for the determination that made them wealthy in the first place. Their determination needs an outlet.

url-1The problem with determination of that sort is that there are natural limits to how much hunting you can ultimately do. If you’ve shot all the rare cats in the world, what then do you then hunt?

Or if you go market hunting for passenger pigeons because there are billions of them in the world, who would think they could ever run out? Yet they did. There were hunters so determined to bag pigeons they literally wiped out the one of the most numerous birds on earth. Were those hunters determined to get every last one? Not likely. But it happened just the same. Determination can turn into a form of evil when it knows no limits.

So we need to understand that determination is both an attribute and a danger. It is truly one of the tarsnakes of human motivation. Without perspective our determination can lead us to costly extremes.

Enduring determination

Endurance sports naturally draw determined people. Without determination it is not possible to run or ride through pain that persists and tests our will to continue. Half the battle is dealing with pain and exhaustion. Cyclists and runners alike know that it never gets easier because you can always go faster.

That’s about as frustrating a life philosophy as those great existentialists who conceived the irreversibility of time. There is no going back in time, and going forward is never easy. You must therefore be determined to course your own fate.

Determination of God

8-devil-guy-crazy-tour-de-france-fansBut are other factors involved. Are the metaphysical or supernatural forces of the universe real? Does the God in whom so many people believe have any control over our fates? Or better yet, can human beings realistically determine their own fates?

People once thought God determined all that. They believed that since God knows all, then our fates must be mapped out before we’re even born. That would mean we really have no choice in who we are or what we do. That’s a pretty depressing thought actually.

Is God really such a control freak? Does the devil exist to tempt us into quitting when we should be determined to persevere, to be righteous and to tarry on when the going gets tough?

Indeed, do we have free will to make our choices and thus live with the consequences? That makes more sense theologically. It doesn’t make life any easier however.

Determined souls

We learn much about that from our running and riding endeavors. When you sit on the wheel of the rider in front of you and it comes your turn to pull, it is often possible to find the extra strength to lead into the wind. One moment you’re struggling to hold on and the Froomewigginsnext moment you’ve got you’re head down and your eyes on the road just ahead and you are pedaling with determination and focus. On you go. When your pull is through and you slide to the back of the group a deep sense of satisfaction rolls through your mind. You did it. You held the pull. Earned respect. Led the pack.

And when running there is no greater test than the last 800 meters of a race. It is in that 800 steps that you find out how much determination you really have. For elite runners that means just over two minutes of total effort. 800 strides. So many breaths. On you go with fatigue screaming from your legs. But you finish, and stumble beyond the line to catch your breath, relieved at last to be free of that prison of pain created from your own determination.

That is the surprising power of determination. You can determine your own fate. And when you get there and look around, there is nothing quite like it.

“I did it!”

You might pray to your God for strength in victory. Or you might ask for grace and forgiveness if you fail. But in either case you need to have determination to seize the day and come to grips with where you are in life. That’s how you determine who you really are.

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Resolving the mysteries of Smartwool

By Christopher Cudworth

There are a lot of great performance and comfort products out there in the world these days. One of my favorite brands is Smartwool.* All their products feel good on the skin and the socks don’t stink no matter how many times you wear them. It’s true.

A pair of sheep that don't look all that smart.

A pair of sheep that don’t look all that smart.

But I got worried when thinking about Smartwool. Because we know that sheep are not known by reputation for their brains. Even Jesus called us all sheep for our lack of ability to comprehend the mysteries of spiritual salvation on our own. He told us to get in line with the rest of the sheep and Follow Him. Lest we get lost. So if human sheep are stupid, real sheep must be really stupid.

Smarter Sheep

But apparently Smartwool has found a way to make sheep smart enough to produce wool that is smarter than other types of wool. This takes some doing.

This rare breed is called the Rorschach Sheep. What do you see in its wool?

This rare breed is called the Rorschach Sheep. What do you see in its wool?

One can only imagine the interviews Smartwool had to conduct to identify the smartest sheep. The Rorschach tests alone must have been fascinating. Imagine a sheep sitting at a bare little desk in a room lit by big windows. The Smartwool psychotherapist leans over and pushes across the table a page with an ink blot design on it. The sheep looks at the page with those weird eye slits and says, “Baaaaaah. Nothing.”

So that’s not the sort of sharp sheep they’re looking for. Instead they’re looking for a sheep that really gets it. A sheep that wears its smarts on its sleeves. A sheep with a degree of genius. A sheep that has its shit together.

Bright sheep

There is evidence of sharp sheep out there you know.

Smartwool Sheep grow the wool that goes into all its hi-tech clothing. And socks. Wools likes socks.

Smartwool Sheep grow the wool that goes into all its hi-tech clothing. And socks. Wools likes socks.

For example, there are sheep that can grow wool in bright colors. They’ve been trained to grow fluorescent yellow wool and other colors that can be turned into all sorts of hi-tech performance gear. That’s why it’s called Smartwool. See, it’s even smarter than you. So don’t put it in the drier with the other crappy stuff you own.

Sheep aren’t the only smart things out there you know. Goats are pretty smart too. Here’s a video of a goat making an appearance on a program hosted by Brian Fellows. The goat seems to have outsmarted Brian.

Well, that’s about all the time we have for today’s nature lesson about Smart Sheep and Smartwool. We hope you’ve learned a lot and know how to pull your socks on now. Wait, we didn’t tell you that? Well, you’ll have to figure that out on your own. But your socks can actually help with that if you buy them from Smartwool. They’re smart. And they’re wool. From Smart Sheep. Or something like that.

* No promotional considerations were part of this blog.

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Being a pussy is not what it used to be

By Christopher Cudworth

kill-bill-vol-1-originalWalking out of the health club after a weight workout last night, I overheard a friend call across the parking lot to a young man entering XSport.

“Diego’s a pussy,” he teased.

His friend laughed and they met at the door for a fist bump before heading in to lift weights.

The comment struck me. Guys have teased each other about being “pussies” for as long as I can remember. All the way back to middle school, the worst thing you could be called was a pussy. It meant you weren’t man enough to stand up to competition. Or it meant you quit when the going got tough. It was the worst of insults to be called a pussy.

But it’s funny to consider the term is still being used after all these years. Hasn’t the frame of reference changed when it comes to such terminology?

Like a girl 

marathonersBeing a “pussy” once meant you acted “like a girl” in competitive situations. It used to mean that actually having a pussy, to use a coarse and colloquial term for a woman’s vagina, meant you were one.

Once upon a time, girls really didn’t “do” sports. Not in the sense that guys did sports. Girls didn’t know how to throw and catch, shoot hoops or ride a bike at 30 miles an hour. Only tomboys did that, and that came with its own vacuous accusations about the sexuality of a girl who liked to do things that guys do. To be called a lesbian is still a term used with disdain in some quarters.

Over time that really has changed. The days of worrying that a woman’s uterus will fall out if she runs a marathon are over, and girls who compete in sports are no longer labeled “tomboys.” But certainly there’s still some patent ignorance about women’s bodies going on. It plays out in the news every day it seems.

Ignorance on the run

More than one politician has shown misogyny in their worldview with attitudes about rape, abortion and the simple act of birth control. A simple survey from the website politicsusa.com (a liberal political site) reveals a wide range of dumb statements about women.

Take for example the statements of Ken Buck about rape: “A jury could very well conclude that this is a case of buyer’s remorse … It appears to me … you invited him over… the appearance is of consent.” –October 2010 

And then there’s the inimitable Clayton Williams, “If it’s inevitable, just relax and enjoy it.”

We should not forget the brilliant insight of one Todd Akin, whose knowledge of the female anatomy appears to start somewhere outside the pussy and end there as well. He said: “If it’s a legitimate rape, the female body has ways of shutting that whole thing down” – mid 2012 Senate Campaign.

Let us not forget the attacks leveled on Sandra Fluke by the king misogynist Rush Limbaugh, who accusingly stated that he believed she was having so much sex she could not afford birth control, and that the government should not subsidize her sex life?

Limbaugh later was forced to apologize in order to avoid the appearance of a bully and an idiot. But the point was already made.

On weakness

f6a3e3f03e432600_178369404.previewWith attitudes like that floating around, and plenty more to back them up, it is perhaps no surprise the term “pussy” is still a popular derogatory term for women and “being weak.”

But then perhaps we should turn it around and accept that some men simply seem to have dick for brains.

In any case, there now appear to be more women runners than men in the United States. Each has taken control of the health and fate of her own body in a healthy, positive activity that helps everything from weight management to self empowerment. As a result women are changing the reference point on everything about the female body. Men have been forced to recognize women as their equals on the athletic front.

Hard and fast

One learns that lesson the hard way when you make any sort of assumptions about the power and ability of women to compete and enjoy athletics. My own experience of trying to tag along when two strong women cyclists passed me on a country road brought the lesson home all over again. Both these people were good riders. They traded pulls on the front at more than 23 mph on the flat and climbed hills at a rate that found me standing on the pedals to keep up. Then they rode even faster, topping 26 mph while I gasped and hammered for miles in their wake. Finally they eased away and I was forced to ride along on my own. I’d gotten dropped, in other words. I saw them glance back while rounding a term and could not help wondering if they did not mutter the word I would have least like to hear at that moment.

“Pussy.”

Turnabout is fair play

Women have perhaps earned the right to wield that term as a threat and an insult. For decades women have put up with derogatory comments about their anatomy. Even a favorite cycling term for Time In The Saddle adds up to the word TITS. The sexual undertones of such terms are common in the sports world. Yet each as it is exposed seems to wane away. Mixed company and looking like a macho dork in the company of female athletes will do that.

It’s somewhat the same with the racial term nigger, which is being turned inside out. A generation of comedians and other social commentators have determined to own the word nigger by using it aggressive verve, dismissing its discriminatory history in a tarsnake of social irony.

149912104.jpg.CROP.rectangle3-largeOn many fronts we really are witnessing a quiet revolution of social change. Of course it is being resisted on many fronts by people who abhor change. But what’s the alternative to social progress, going back to a time when it was acceptable to go around calling everyone pussies and thinking nothing of it? Women have emphatically disproved such assumptions. Yet old and odd habits persist. Gross traditions die hard.

Let us consider that the term pussy is used almost interchangeably with the term “fag” for someone who is considered effeminate or weak. It stands to reason that the same groups of people who seem to have trouble understanding the real strength of female anatomy would have an even harder time understanding a sexual orientation that is not the same as their own. They are threatened by such notions, especially fearful when the “other” shows strength of purpose and resolve for equal rights.

That’s true for both women and for homosexuals. But things continue to change. The history and leanings of an obsessively patriarchal society seemed indomitable just a few years ago. Now those social structures are changing. Yet people cling to anachronistic worldviews including religious views that have long been proven false.

The times they are a changin’

photo (15)But all great social change takes place one footstep at a time. Civil rights marches made the difference in the 60s. And who resisted the changes wrought by such passive empowerment? The very same people who continue to resist positive social change today. For some reason they prefer stubborn adherence to derogatory social dogma and literalistic fervor over granting people different from them the basic rights of citizenship and approval in this world.

A real revolution of terminology and perspective began back in 1967 when one Katherine Switzer dared compete in the Boston Marathon. Since then it has been a growing revolution of women engaged in running, cycling cadence and arm turnover. Every moment made by women contributes to the bigger movement of social change. To deny that is to expose a gross flaw in one’s worldview. Women continue to work for control of their own body image. Even the color pink now stands for empowerment. Perhaps there is no small irony that the word pink is another yet another term for the female anatomy we call pussy. Yet even the big, bad macho world of the NFL is “going pink” on occasion. Redemption happens in strange ways.

Super changes

Cross Country GirlsWe live in a sexually charged society. The big old marketing force that is the NFL knows that better than anyone. Hence the cheerleaders on the sidelines. But now there are female sportscasters who report with knowledge and insight on NFL games. So guess what, there’s no such thing as a pussy anymore. Girls and women have changed all that by taking the lead in their own empowerment as athletes. And more.

There may be still be athletic events where elite men are still superior to women in terms of overall time. The gaps have indeed narrowed and along the way millions of men have learned the important lesson that women can not only pass them by, they can literally leave them in the dust.

So who’s the pussy now?

That’s not what it’s all about of course. Sure, the kidding can be fun and women can be just as tough with their insults as men. The term “pussy” is not likely to go away anytime soon. It’s been commodified in a post-post-modern context, applying not to gender per se, but to weakness in general. At the point where it is turned back on the original perpetrators it is probably no longer politically incorrect. But we’ll see.

By any measure, being pussy just isn’t what it used to be. And that’s a good thing.

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Exercising our ability to deal with stress

By Christopher Cudworth

There are two kinds of stress in this world.

The first is stress from the unknown. We grow anxious and worry when fear of the unknown presses in on us.

scorpionThe second type is stress from the known. That is, we know something is going to be difficult and we focus on the challenges a situation, task or event will produce.

These two types of stress produce very different responses in the human mind.

 

Distraction

Stress from the unknown is distracting. It keeps us from being attentive on the matters at hand. It can cause erratic thinking and even irrational behavior as we try to come to grips with fear of the unknown. Stress from the unknown evokes the famous “fight or flight” response with which we should all be familiar. It is wired into our minds and body. The wilder side of our nature has not functionally changed in the last 100,000 years. So we must live and learn to cope with our inner animal. That type of stress is based in the notion of survival.

Confrontation

Stress from the known is much more direct and tangible. It does not hide from us like a fearful animal. It rather confront us. It is the stress of facts and empiric data. We either figure out how to solve a problem or we do not. That type of stress is the question of success or failure. It might not be something that is likely going to kill us. It just feels that way sometimes.

We experience both these types of stress as we engage in our chosen sports of running and riding.

Stress factors

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For example, when an athlete maps out a plan to achieve a goal, there are tons of unknowns to anticipate along the way. These can stress us out. There is injury to worry about, and pain. We do not know how we will respond to these inevitable yet unpredictable factors in our training and racing.

There are the knowns to worry about as well. We might choose an event to enter. Completing a marathon. Riding a Century. Finishing an Olympic or Half Ironman.

Then we put additional pressure on ourselves. We set goals for these events. A three-hour marathon. A 5-Hour Century. Or that big bad full Ironman.

Elimination

We envy somewhat those who seem to be able to handle the stress of training for these events. Some people organize their lives around their training and succeed that way. Their stress is pumped through their plan, which externalizes it somewhat. The unknowns exist outside the plan, and the plan is a filter for them. That’s one way of dealing with the unknowns. You try to eliminate as many of them as you can.

Preparation 

As for the knowns, we must learn to trust our preparation in order to deal with them. Some people take the step of hiring a coach in that circumstance. We then internalize the advice given to us by coaches about training volume and pace. We use empiric measures from the stopwatch to Strava to give us feedback on progress. We join up with others having similar goals and train together.

Then we show up at the race with all this stress neatly bundled where we can see and deal with it. Of course then there are nerves to deal with. Having put in all that work, we do not want to blow it.

That means everything from diet to hydration to stretching and strength must be calibrated to make the stress of the day go away. A well-prepared athlete then knows that nerves are a sign of anticipation, not worry. It is time to put all that stress behind you. Go as fast as you can. Race and measure your progress. Pay attention to the associative information that leads you to success.

The business of stress

IMG_1491We apply the same principles in business. We map a plan. We try to anticipate the knowns and the unknowns. We also try to reduce the stress that comes from putting pressure on ourselves, or dealing with pressure from bosses or clients.

So what do we do? Some of us go out and put more pressure on ourselves with fun activities like running, riding and swimming. That’s one of the tarsnakes of stress management. Sometimes to deal with the stress we already feel, we find ways to engage in positive stress to make the negative stress go away.

The purpose of corporate fitness programs is to engage peopel at two levels. First is better health. The second is better mental health. Exercise is a proven stress-reducer. That can help eliminate stress-related illnesses as reasons for worker absenteeism. That contributes to greater overall productivity. So reducing stress is considered a worthwhile investment by many businesses.

Yet on a practical level, we can all use some stress-reduction techniques to help us keep our stress levels in perspective. Here are some solid recommendations along those lines.

Record Your Training: High tech

With technology such as Strava and Garmin now available, it is possible to chronicle empiric data  on nearly every type of workout you do, even walking the dog! In great detail you can record and measure progress. That track record can be great assurance as approach your event. That’s when doubt starts to creep in and stress can rise. Looking back on improvement and the volume of training you’ve done is a confidence builder.

Record Your Training: Low tech

If you’re not into high-tech feedback, buy a composition book at your local office supply store and write down your workouts. And here’s a suggestion: the low-tech version can be really great for recording how you feel about your workouts at the time. That can be just as important. In the near and long term, knowing how you felt about dealing with the stress of training and balancing your workout and business or family life is vital information.

In any case, write it down

This journal from the peak of racing season chronicles four weeks of training, racing and managing stresses such as injury and goals. Click to enlarge.

This journal from the peak of racing season chronicles four weeks of training, racing and managing stresses such as injury and goals. CLICK TO ENLARGE.

One of the best techniques for dealing with stress is to get a genuine grip on what’s bothering you by writing it down. That way you can see your stressors in living, breathing black and white reality. It helps sometimes to see it all in your own handwriting. It’s personal that way, and not some cold, objective font lifted from a Microsoft Word document. Put little boxes next to the list of stresses and see if you can cross some off right away. Or prioritize by putting days or numbers when you can get things done.

That technique is great for “middle of the night” stress when you wake up with a madcap list of things to do or things to worry about and you can’t get back to sleep. Wander out to the kitchen and grab a legal pad. Write it all down. Usually that gives you some nice perspective. Then you can get back to sleep after grouping it all together and wake up fresh with a lively “to do” list already at your beck and calling.

Make a race or performance list

A compressed period of stress such as a race provides its own world of factors to consider. Every mile in a race is a piece of strategy. Your pace and feed zones, transitions or sections of the course where there are hills or other factors are all stresses you need to consider in advance if possible.

Building in leeway for the unknowns such as wind direction or stress brought on by competitors is key to a successful race strategy. Just know that you cannot control everything. That’s the whole point of having a stress compensation strategy. Being ready to adapt and having enough training foundation and practice at racing pace and conditions makes all the difference.

The dope on stress reduction

For all the criticism leveled at Lance Armstrong and that entire era of cyclists for secret doping plans, we may need to consider in retrospect that doping is nothing more than a calculated form of stress control. The more amped you are for competition, and more prepared, the better you can perform. Doping affords athletes a broader frame of reference in athletic performance. Being able to respond to competitive surges is just one of the many challenges athletes face in racing more than 2000 miles in 21 days. This is not to justify doping or suggest we make it legal. But it does explain some of the very human reasons why athletes seek competitive advantage in events of that scale. It’s a stress reduction technique.

Planning strategy

The other thing at which Armstrong excelled was controlling his team and the peloton. He was known as a control freak in fact. In that he is not alone among great athletes. Sprinter Michael Johnson set world records at 200 and 400 meters and won Olympic gold in those events as well as relays. He was known for his almost obsessive knack for neatness and organization. That’s a method for eliminating the loose ends going into training and competition. If you can eliminate mental clutter you are far more able to focus your attention on the matters at hand and intellectually process the demands of competition and stress. It’s true in sports. It’s true in business. Organization does matter.

Stress and creativity

Yet we also know that great athletes respond to stress in highly creative ways. Being able to improvise on the fly is key to responding to competitive demands in all sports. In basketball a player driving into the lane faces a gauntlet of arms, hands and bodies. Being able to finesse your way to the basket, or muscle your way through is what makes great players.

In endurance sports, creativity can mean knowing when to surge or how to tuck into the group in a bike race when the winds get heavy. Finding creative ways to respond to stress is a massive competitive advantage at times.

Overcoming fear

When we line up for a peak performance it is a clear statement of purpose and mission. “I am no longer afraid.” That ability to come to grips with fear and stress is one of the things we so admire in great athletes. The Olympian who triumphs in a big race is a brilliant example to all of us.

Stress if part of the human condition, but what makes us truly human is finding the best ways to overcome our inner animal and do that thing that stress tells us we cannot.

So get out there and turn that negative stress into a positive experience. You can do it. We know you can.

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Keys to understanding

By Christopher Cudworth

KeysMy brother has been using our 2000 Chevy Impala for a few months and he likes the car, so we got together last night to talk about transferring the title and taking over the insurance. He walked up to the door and dangled a set of keys in front of him.

“Have you been looking for these?”

They were keys to the Toyota Matrix my daughter drives. The set with key fobs and all the gadgets that make the doors work and such. I lost those keys about 3 or 4 years ago.

“Where did you find them?” I asked.

“They were wedged down between the seats,” he replied. “I was cleaning the car and found them way down underneath the seat bed.”

The Impala has a long, wide front seat with a flip-down center console. Apparently years ago I dropped those keys on the seat while riding with my wife and they disappeared down below. Out of sight. But not out of mind.

Forgetful history

“How can you lose an entire set of keys like that?” she demanded to know. “They’re expensive to replace.”

She was right. Those key fobs are expensive. And I’d lost another set of keys earlier that year. Two sets in a year? That’s a problem.

The issue of lost keys became a symbol for my other memory challenges and sometimes spaciness. It really irritated her.

Other matters

WIZARD-OF-OZ-THE-1939-001Of course part of the problem was preoccupation with some pretty serious matters. We were dealing with all sorts of medical bills and issues related to her cancer treatments. I was really good at solving billing problems and finding ways to get things paid even when the money was short. So my attention was on those issues, as it should be.

Things like where I set the keys down escaped me though.

Truth be told, my mind has always had a propensity for preoccupation. I’m a creative guy and am always thinking of some idea for a new painting, an article or a blog, like this. And in school my dreamy brain did not always hew to the algebraic sequence of classroom affinities, shall we say. If I only had a brain…

Proof positive

On a recent visit with a college buddy he recalled an event that I had long forgotten. “We were running the distance medley relay indoors,” he chuckled, “and you came sprinting around on what you thought was the last lap and wanted to hand off the baton. I said ‘no no you have one more lap’! I’ve never seen someone so freaked out in my life. That final lap must have really hurt.”

And back in high school I struggled at times with course tours in cross country. We’d jog the course with a member of the opposing team and were then supposed to remember the entire 3-mile layout? Not likely at times. Many of those courses had repeat loops and changed the second time around. Against a team from Naperville Central I had built a 200 meter lead on my rival Rick Hodapp and had the race in the bag when we came around for the second loop on the North Central College campus. I turned right onto the track (which was cinders then…it is all weather now…) and began my sprint toward the finish line around the track and up a short hill to the finish.

But to my horror and anger upon reaching the backstretch, Hodapp was going straight on the near straightaway! The course did not loop around the track the second time through. I lost the meet by three or four yards because that course map had slipped my mind.

Common sense

Of course it would have made sense to have had someone directing runners at that spot in the race. So much of life is like that though. You’re just supposed to “know” these things and “remember” obtuse crap that in the heat of competition or under stress no one can effectively recall. That’s one of the tarsnakes of existence. People aren’t very forgiving of forgetfulness as a rule. They see it as irresponsibility. When in fact people who are forgetful are simply trying to do more with the time they have. That means some things are bound to get lost along the way.

Think of “absent-minded” professors. They wander across campus dreaming up the next big idea they are about to publish and literally get lost on the way to class. Is that such a horrible thing? Doesn’t the world need to consider the value of big ideas against the tiny tragedy of missing out with minor events? Or losing a set of keys…

I know, I know. It’s irritating to deal with forgetful people.

Time for better thinking 

ChronoThe keys to understanding how to deal with life in better fashion lie in preparation, organization and in my case, compensation for a preoccupied mind.

So I work like a madman to organize things. Set my cycling stuff out the night before so that the morning of a ride is not a panic trying to find black arm warmers in drawers filled with other black gear.

On race day in particular it pays to be organized and not leave your thinking to chance. Triathletes need to put their cycling shoes and running shoes where they can find them and get them on easily in transition.

And there’s one of the real keys to understanding how the human mind works. It’s those periods of transition that bring us all down. We can be pretty good in our general habits but when asked to transition from one activity to the other, or when getting ready to go to work in the morning, successfully making the transition to getting on our way is key to having a better day. One without forgetting or losing things.

Assume the position

I’m working at it. I really am. It’s been hard in some ways taking over all the things my wife used to do around the house that I now do. All the dishes and grocery shopping and paying bills. I helped with that when she was alive but now it’s all my own.

Plus I’m caregiver to my father and pay all his bills and supervise his medical needs as well. Then there’s walking and feeding the dog and starting my own business at 3C Creative Content. Pretty much the balls of my feet are worn out from pivoting so much this year.

But I have not lost any keys.

I did finally find my dress orthotics after missing them for three weeks. They were stuck in a pair of shoes where we store the toilet paper in a hallway closet. I’d set the shoes in there absentmindedly while stocking the toilet paper in the master bathroom. So my priorities were in the right place. Just my followup was missing. The closet was dark. The shoes were hidden. But I did find them eventually.

I knew I would. Eventually. Even those car keys came home to roost. Eventually.

The business of life

That actually teaches me a lot about how my mind really works. And doesn’t. One can’t afford to be casual in your thinking when things disappear like that. Sooner or later you can forget something important like an appointment business engagements or something important on the social calendar. Oops. Honey I’ll be there soon…

We all forget things. Helmets on the way to a ride. Tying our shoelaces twice. Sports puts pressure on the forgetful. We have to compensate or pay the price.

I once locked the keys in the car five minutes before a race. My racing flats were inside, so we had to jimmy open a window with a borrowed coat hanger. My warmup for that half marathon turned out to be a sprint to the line from the parking lot with 30 seconds left before the start. But I finished 7th overall. So no harm done, right?

Perhaps one of the keys to understanding our sometimes forgetful minds is to forgive some of this stuff if the results turn out alright. Even if they don’t, it’s wise to forgive and then take measures to prevent (other, real losses) from occurring. We run and ride with all that in mind. Except the parts we forget.

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BEWARE THE BIKING BUBBLE SPHERE!

BikingBubbleSphereFINALIn case you hadn’t noticed, there’s a big graphic leading off today’s We Run and Ride. It is designed to grab your attention and encourage you to consider some important safety and mental health practices while riding.

We call it the Biking Bubble Sphere because many of us come to believe we are impervious to harm while out on the bike.

Lazy mental habits can lead to accidents on the bike. No matter what type of rider you are, from casual trail pedaler to full-on road cyclist or triathlete barreling down a country road at 25 mph, you cannot afford to ride in a sphere where you forget what you are doing.

It’s dangerous. It can lead to harm from careless drivers or irritated farm dogs. If you live in a city you can ruin the reputation of cyclists for other riders if your Biking Bubble permits you to ride without manners, etiquette or obeying the laws.

Read about the Biking Bubble Sphere and pay attention while you ride. You’ll be doing yourself and the whole world a favor.

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Base layers and kits that fit

By Christopher Cudworth

A base layer is a garment you wear under your cycling jersey to help with sweat, skin protection and fit of your kit.

A base layer is a garment you wear under your cycling jersey to help with sweat, skin protection and fit of your kit.

Back when I started cycling in 2003 or so, I headed to the store and purchased some Pearl Izumi stuff that was real cycling gear. Some nice Descente shorts too. Kits that fit.

Yet somehow the jerseys always felt itchy and blousy..

There was that rather generic looking Nike jersey, red with black accents. It tended to billow and pull up my back.

And the bright yellow Pearl jersey. It also flapped in the wind a bit. But they had to do. That was my initial cycling gear along with the Red Trek 400 and mountain bike shoes with SPD pedals. A half geek you might say. That approach worked for about 2 years as I learned to ride. I even shaved my legs that second year.

Then I got a real road bike (the Felt 4C carbon) and upgraded my shoes (Specialized) and my kits in order to be able to ride longer and better.

The gear upgrades included a really thin zip-front Giordano (Italian) cycling jersey that looked pretty spiff once I got into shape. The material in that base layer moved with your body and wicked off sweat in the worst of conditions. It also made a really great base layer when the weather got cool. Best of all, it did not itch, which can be a real pain when you’re riding.

That $80 jersey lasted about 5 years before the zipper stuck at about 1/3 of the way up. Then the material tore along the zipper when I tried to fix it. The perfect base layer jersey was no more.

That meant searching or a new base layer. Which is important to own. But I could not find a suitable replacement for years. I made do with various running shirts underneath the cycling kits when the weather got cold.

Cycling jerseys are great but sometimes they can chafe or irritate the skin depending on the fit. Even pros wear base layers to cure this problem.

Cycling jerseys are great but sometimes they can chafe or irritate the skin depending on the fit. Even pros wear base layers to cure this problem.

Then last year I purchased two Under Armor workout shirts on sale at Dick’s. The base layer problem was instantly solved.

Understand I don’t rep for Under Armor or anything like that. I don’t get any money for promoting any of these products. But I have to tell you: Under Armor works like it says it does.

Given the criteria for good cycling gear, Under Armor fits all the key elements. It is skin tight. It drains off the sweat. It can function in all temperatures, even within a single ride, which is often the challenge on early spring cool days that turn hot as you go.

So my mourning is over for the original base layer. It’s nice to have a replacement that works, and to know that more can be found when the time is right.

Just a hint about all performance gear like Under Armor. I avoid putting all that stuff in the dryer. Nothing turns a nice running or riding top into an itchy piece of worthless material faster than dry heat. It’s one of the tarsnakes of performance gear.

I let all my cycling and running stuff line dry for that reason alone. Sure it takes longer, but having ruined a few nice kits over the years tossing them into the dryer, I’ve learned my lesson. The great thing about the whole Under Armor approach is that you kind of get a 2-for-1 deal when you buy a shirt like that for a cycling base layer. You can use it for running as well, and it makes a nice shirt to work out on weights at the gym. Just don’t wear your Under Armor to a wedding. That’s not a good look for guys or gals.

So now I’m a happier guy on the bike. I have a base layer strategy that really works. Of course Nike and a whole lot of other manufacturers now copy UA. They all offer stretchy clingy base layer-like garments for athletes. So you don’t have to go out and buy Under Armor. But if you haven’t tried a good base layer and don’t want to pay $90 for the cycling base layers from some overpriced supplier, you can find a cross functional base layer for $30 and be a happier cyclist and runner too.

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Not exactly performance enhancing drugs (or drinking)

By Christopher Cudworth

Given that it’s Mental Health Month and Mental Health Awareness Week, it might pay to run through the subject of drinking, drugs and self-medication.

I don’t know about you, but my running and riding buddies all like to drink a little. A few also did a fair share of pot smoking back in the day. It was fun. We got crazy. But it cost us at times as well.

As a kid in Upstate New York the Yankees were my favorite team, and Mickey Mantle my hero. Only in later years did we learn of his ardent drinking habits.

As a kid in Upstate New York the Yankees were my favorite team, and Mickey Mantle my hero. Only in later years did we learn of his ardent drinking habits.

Drinking too much is not good for athletic performance, especially in endurance sports. You can talk all you want about Mickey Mantle partying it up when he was one of the best baseball players in the major leagues. But standing on a baseball field nursing a hangover is a lot less difficult than running 6.2 miles at a hard pace when you feel like you want to puke.

Yet we did that at times, at least on training runs.

We worked too hard to waste chances at races by drinking too much the night before. Yet one of our college teammates downed an entire pitcher of beer the night before running a 24:25 8K at nationals, barely missing All American status by two places. So there are no real rules for whether you should drink or not.

“Whatever works” is not really good advice however. The blind factor in consuming alcohol is just that: It blinds you to what you might have achieved had you not been engaged in drinking.

With all drugs there is risk of dependency if not addiction. Handling nerves and stress and pressure by drinking is a form of dependency. If it gets too habitual it can turn into addiction. One running teammate who drank a lot on weekends drinking funneled his frustrations in violent, angry episodes such as punching walls with his fist when a girl turned him down for a one-night stand. He lay unconscious the next morning when we came to rouse him for a workout. His fist was bloody and swollen and there was blood spattered all over the wall. The same intensity that drove him to be a great runner was a destructive force when processed through alcohol.

Pot was an entirely different type of problem. If anything it seemed to take the drive right out of people. One runner who placed 26th at nationals as a freshman in college never made the varsity again. His eyes were basically bloodshot from pot from his sophomore year on.

Of course the labels make it look so inviting and exotic to get a good drunk on. But do we really want to be pirates in this life?

Of course the labels make it look so inviting and exotic to get a good drunk on. But do we really want to be pirates in this life?

My own experience with drinking had its share of ugly moments. The cross country party that resulted in a liver-cringing blackout. The tug and pull relationship with a woman in college that saw her forcing me to drink rum on a weekend trip to the point where I passed out in a McDonalds. She was jealous, she told me, of the time I spent running.

So often the problem with drinking is that these propensities come from outside our better core. Everyone deals with weird crap in their life. Everyone. Some suppress their instincts on how to handle the world through religion. Others pump it into escapes like gambling or sex or drugs.

We seem to either associate or dissociate with our problems. It’s just like the mental framework of running and riding, in other words. Some absolutely choose to relate to the act of running and riding, looking for body response and signs to monitor progress. Others would rather think about anything other than what’s going on. They pump their heads full of music and try to ignore the pain.

A group of us once thought it would be interesting to down four beers and go for a four-mile run. Given that we’d already run a 20K race that morning it was already a stupid idea before we got started. But we learned a lot.

Running while slightly drunk is really no fun at all. You don’t have good control of your body, for one thing. Your brain can’t concentrate on the matter at hand, for another. We all got back to the house at different times and weren’t even laughing about the experience. “Well, that was stupid,” one of us burped.

“And it hurt,” another friend groaned.

An early morning hangover can turn your training into a painful slog.

An early morning hangover can turn your training into a painful slog.

It’s true. Drinking can hurt an athlete. As can smoking pot or doing any of a litany of other drugs now available. The so-called War On Drugs has had no effect on the availability or abuse of drugs in this world. If anything it has made the matter worse by criminalizing pot and putting thousands of people in jail for selling or using pot. That’s just stupid. But it is profitable to those who run the jails. Those who fear anyone using drugs or view it as the ultimate sinful foible are not easily persuaded that legalizing the whole thing could make life a lot simpler. If putting people in jail makes them feel powerful and smart then they really are the ones with the problems.

For those of us who run and ride and like to drink or have other fun, the balance between doing all that stuff for kicks and getting up to work out is always a tradeoff.  5:30 in the morning comes awful early when you’ve been up drinking wine until 11:30 p.m. You wake up dehydrated and with a headache. Your legs feel like clay and your gut roils like a Waring Blender. So you take care of business the best you can and go out and run 10 miles or bike 50. When you get home you still feel like crap but at least you’re halfway to recovery that day. The rest will have to come from Coca-Cola or coffee. Throw in a few Oreos and life starts to look a whole lot better.

We’ve got to figure there are some benefits to a little fun drinking with friends. There’s the social component for one thing. A little bit of loose sex with your companion at the end of the evening never hurts either. All that is part of the balance of life.

So you won’t find any indictments of drinking here. Just this: If you sense there is a problem in your life with any of that, there probably is. When friends or family complain about your drinking or doing drugs in any way, you must take it seriously.

Good mental health is a product of balance and choices made for the right reasons. We all walk around with a bit of personal history rattling around in our heads. It could be early family issues, or a dose of abuse as kids that lasts us a lifetime. Hiding that pain can be costly, and trying to drink or smoke it away never works. The pain of life continues in so many ways. Broken relationships. Failed marriages. Personal loss and the death of friends or loved ones. All these triggers. So many bullets in silver cans and tall shiny bottles. That’s a potent combination.

All that liquor advertising is not lost on us. Those companies know that drinking is fun because social taboos can be broken when you’re high or drunk. The thrill of busting out of standard behavior is what makes it all so compelling.

Our altered states may be fun in context but the mind needs clarity long term.

Our altered states may be fun in context but the mind needs clarity long term.

Teens and college kids use drinking and smoking as a rite of passage. Lacking challenging stimulation in other ways because society is too damn busy to engage them in constructive ways, youth take matters into their own hands. They invent games and hold parties to “knock it out of the park” when it comes to excitement. There are role models for that kind of behavior everywhere. It seems like the right thing to do.

We now know that guys like Mickey Mantle were the real pros at the whole drinking thing. They could party it up and get it done on their field of business the next day. While there’s something admirable in that, there is something tragic as well. Why make things harder than they have to be?

That was the question we all asked that day when running with four beers in our gut. If this is how it feels in real time, what might the holdover effects be on our athletic performance? That’s the question all who run and ride have to answer for themselves.

Is drinking and doing drugs really worth it?

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Hardly a day goes by

By Christopher Cudworth

What feels like a pleasurable choice to some people feels like a worrisome decision. That's anxiety.

What feels like a pleasurable choice to some people feels like a worrisome decision. That’s anxiety.

May is Mental Health Month and this week is Mental Health Awareness Week.

Like all workaday weeks, it begins on a Monday of course. So here’s a thought. For those with anxiety, every day feels like a Monday. It’s a constant dread and wonder over what bad thing could possibly happen next. That’s the best way to describe anxiety.

For people with anxiety, hardly a day goes by where a mild feeling of dread or concern does not occupy the thoughts. It’s not just the imagination at work, or practiced fears. In many cases those patterns do enter the picture of course. Ruminative thought patterns vex the anxious and can contribute to depression. They are like two sides of the same coin.  So what do we do about it?

Anxiety is a real physiological condition that can be diagnosed and treated with a combination of methods. Those of us who run and ride have discovered one of the very effective ways people with anxiety and depression can control the “fight or flight” feeling and even moderate genuine feelings of depression. Physical activity produces a very real sense of control and results in a valuable release of tension. Those two simple responses can be vital to mental health.

Building health self esteem and emotional balance can require moving through and past earlier events in life.

Building health self esteem and emotional balance can require moving through and past earlier events in life.

Self esteem also enters the picture. When we look ourselves only through anxious eyes, we see only a person who is worried about where the next bad thing will come from. Yet when we literally step outside to explore the world on foot or by bike, new thoughts are able to enter our minds. Bad thoughts can be perished or enough perspective is gained to produce the motivation to overcome both short term and chronic anxiety.

Combined with talk therapy, anti-anxiety drugs and other medically supervised approaches to controlling anxiety, physical exercise like running and riding are tremendous tools to help those with anxiety and depression gain control of emotions and reduce the difficult byproducts of poor mental health. These include poor work performance, strained relationship, inability to enjoy life and even reduced resistance to sickness or illness.

Those are all hard phrases to digest, and all too familiar to millions of people around the world. The Independent.com published a revealing article on the number of women who experience anxiety on a daily basis. As mentioned, some forms of anxiety are situational. Yet is 25% of the world’s women experience anxiety every day, that’s nearly a billion people living with an anchor on their hearts and minds.

Seeing past present problems and even future challenges is part of overcoming anxiety and depression. Running and riding can help us gain perspective on our options.

Seeing past present problems and even future challenges is part of overcoming anxiety and depression. Running and riding can help us gain perspective on our options.

It is important for everyone to understand that anxiety is real. It affects people deeply. Yet anxious and especially even those with depression are some of the most profoundly influential peoplel  in history. Winston Churchill had major depressive episodes. Yet it was his courage and stalwart resistance to Hitler and the Third Reich that saved the world. Abraham Lincoln also struggled with depression. His wife had a form of mental illness as well.

John Lennon famously wrote about his deep emotional struggles with anxiety and depression. These were compounded by his propensity, from an early age, to self-medicate with drugs and alcohol. He also suffered great personal loss with the death of his mother. It is highly important to realize that events in our lives can in some ways affect the very chemistry of our brains.

John Lennon’s insight and ability to see through so much of society’s self-absorption and pain made him a great musical artist. His vision was so profound in its breadth and simplicity he challenged the world to think differently on everything from major wars to women’s rights. That’s no small degree of benefit from the mind of one human being.

Mental illness should not be the end-all of anyone’s story. There are people with mental illness so severe it eclipses their ability to function in the world. We now realize these people are not possessed by demons as it was once thought. They are simply part of a broad spectrum in human evolution, defined by a brain chemistry that might only respond so far to the drugs and treatments the human race has developed.

Billions of people in the world wrestle with degrees of mental illness and rather than stigmatize the entire enterprise of alternate brain function, we should be looking to positive results and more tolerance for the minds of those with predispositions to anxiety and depression.

See, none of us is perfect. That’s true in both a biological and spiritual sense. You can either say “Let he who is without sin cast the first stone,” indicting the whole world in effect, or we can quote John Lennon and say “All You Need is Love,” and release care and concern into the world. It’s amazing how many facets there are to a worldwide story like this.

As for you and me, people who run and ride, we do our personal best to keep ourselves mentally healthy and find the positives. Hardly a day goes by in which that isn’t a good idea. See you on the road. Or the trail. Or in the pool. It’s good for the body and the head.

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Giving name to our rock and roll running and riding

By Christopher Cudworth

imgres-1Those of you who’ve been keeping up with Rock N Roll the last 50 years know that band names often come from strange places. Steely Dan is named after a shiny vibrator, for example.

The Rolling Stones tip their hat to their blues origins in their name. Led Zeppelin hints at a trace of irony and angst.

imgresAnd given the popularity of the Rock ‘N Roll Marathon series, it seems like there’s quite a market for sports and rock to merge. So why don’t we have a little fun making up our own band names based on the many things we experience as we run and ride?

The Black Toenails would be a great band name for an Indie group. Ideally the group would be part R&B and part goth depressive subtones. Of course all the band members could paint their toenails black. Or hammer them black and blue with their guitars.

Hamstring Pull would be a great name for a country rock band. Their style could be part The Band and part Grateful Dead.

Here’s a list of other prospective band names to prime the pump. All are based on things we experience while running and riding. All you need now is a bass player,  a guitarist, some drums and a singer. An oh yeah, some music and lyrics would help too. Then you’re on your way to rock stardom. Or something like that.

So let’s explore the possibilities. These bands may soon be appearing at a club near you.

Chain Slip. Or a play on words. Chains Lip?

Salty Sweat. You know you love it.

The Hill Repeats. Their music hurts.

Hard Workout. It could mean a lot of things. Rock n’ Roll always does.

Shoes For Cheap. It’s ironic. Get it?

The Fat Tireds. Versus Fat Turds. Which is a whole different music genre. But also fits with running and riding. You know it’s true.

PR4U. It’s fun to say, for one thing. I’m thinking pop music here.

The Dirty Kits. Nothing more funky than a kit that has not been washed. Rock on.

Sick Century. Can you feel the Portland grunge happening with this band?

High Mileage. We all know where the brain goes on high mileage. Double entendre. Runner’s high. Collapsing on the bike.

My Bike Sucks. Confessional rock of an emo-ish nature. Lots of makeup on this group.

Run Like Shit. You can go a lot of musical directions with this band name. All downhill.

Rideslut. Lyrics would have to be full of sexual innuendos for this band to make it.

The Crotch Rots. It’s both a fact and an action. That makes it totally rock n roll.

Echelon Dream. Like Roxy Music. Only cheesier.

Coldplay. Oh, wait. Is this one taken?

Well, you get the picture. So it’s time to map out your rock n’ roll future. What would your band be named if you named it after something you do or experience while running and riding?

You can add in swimming if you like too. My personal swim band name would be:

Runners Sink. Or Runner Sinks. Either one works. Cause it’s true.

And I stake a claim to the band name The Tarsnakes. I rank #1 on Google for that term.

Send in your band names in the comments section. Have some fun with this!

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