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Running and cycling and swimming partners Christopher Cudworth, Jada Hambry-Butler, Russ Bautch and Suzanne Astra. We spent a weekend training in Wisconsin. And ate and drank a bit too. 

Training partners can be the difference between success and something much less satisfying. A good training partner does two things: they can push you to run harder and can also exert common sense on your routine.

 

Last Sunday morning while on a weekend training trip with our friends Russ and Jada in Wisconsin, we planned a one-hour run through the Pheasant Branch Conservancy, a beautiful nature preserve with running trails in Middleton, Wisconsin.

We all ran four miles together and then the two gals split off to complete their six-mile run while Russ and I set off for another three-mile loop.

I was feeling really great and warmed up well, so I picked up the pace. Russ barely missed qualifying for the Boston Marathon last fall in the Fox Valley Marathon. He ran in the low 3:00 range and missed by only 20 seconds due to some late-stage calf cramps.

He’s also a finisher in Ironman Wisconsin in the mid-13 hour range if I recall correctly, so the guy has endurance. That meant he didn’t mind my one-stepping him on the quicker loop we ran together. I apologized later if it was annoying, but I really wanted to see what energy I had in the tank.

Pick it up

We climbed the first turn that skirts the prairie kame where giant oaks sit atop what is likely a pile of gravel laid down by the last glacier. Then the trail turns toward the woods and rolls along. We dropped from 9:00 to 8:00 and finally mid-7:30 pace. It absolutely felt good to run. But it also felt good to run with a training partner at essentially my racing pace for the second half of a duathlon.

Granted, 7:30 pace used to be slow for me even in warmups. I could not help thinking about that while on that loop that I could once race along at 5:30 pace in training. It’s so strange that ability disappears with age. Like ghosts from the past.

Current aims

Russ is a bit younger than me, and as mentioned, training for another Boston qualifying race this fall. He told me he was cruising along thinking about how our Sunday run applies to his future. “It’s hard to imagine doing that pace for 26 miles,” he said. Yet that’s how you begin to imagine it. By doing it on a consistent basis. So perhaps we could help each other…

Proving that different aims and stages in an athletic career do not mean that training partners cannot sync up and run together. In fact, I was feeling so good on Sunday it was tempting to dial it all the way down to 7:00 pace and give it a real run the last half mile. But we’d ridden 60 miles the day before in hilly terrain and that began to show in my legs during the last mile of the run.

Satisfaction

There were moments during that run on Sunday when the supreme satisfaction of running well with others hit home with me. I find it so satisfying to train with gals on many occasions. Having seen the literal start of the women’s running boom in the mid-1970s, I know how far women have come in training. The majority of runners on the trail last Sunday were, in fact, women. You go, gals.

In fact Jada is coming off a year in which injury kept her from running much at all. She worked hard in therapy and at some point along the way a bothersome, painful ligament fell back into line. She began to run slowly a mile at a time. Now she’s rebuilding fitness and imagining where it will take her next.

Likewise, Sue has been bothered by some hip issues and doing a combination of strength work at the gym, some chiro and other strategies. She’s also focusing on shorter races this year to rebuild her speed on the run. And it’s working.

And the running I did on Sunday with Russ reminded me so much of college and post-collegiate training runs with trusted training partners. Russ and I challenged each other in that unspoken dialogue that only occurs through breathing and the skritch of feet on a dirty trail. It was a joy indeed. Of course I was kind of sore on Monday. But that’s the price you pay.

Because, as we bounced along the boardwalk through the woods where the wetlands seep into the soil, birds were singing and time stood still.

That’s why I still run to this day. I’m sure you know the feeling.

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Why your training (and thinking) must evolve

Cleveland.BigBlueBirdThe notion of fitness is a key element of the theory of evolution. In nature, being fit for life means having the ability to survive. There are trillions of examples of this principle in operation every day. Evolution through time has delivered enormously complex organs, behaviors, and relationships that govern how species develop and survive.

Human beings generally fancy themselves a unique product of evolution. Our brains enable us to conceptualize the very processes by which we live and die. This cognizance is highly prized in endeavors such as business, politics and religion.

Abstractions

It is also a necessary tool in pursuit of abstract pursuits such as sports. We invent games and contests for ourselves that measure or demonstrate our relative state of fitness. That is why the Olympic Games were originally invented, as a means to display the height of human physical endeavor. “Athletics” is originally the term used for events in track and field, but the term has expanded to include all types of sports.

IMG_7311For those who run, ride and swim, the ideal preparation for these events involves considerable training. This is because building endurance requires what we might call “chemical rehearsal.” With every movement we make, chemical reactions are taking place deep within our muscles and circulatory systems. We’re not simply a coat of armor marching around in the event we are challenged.

These internal processes are quite elemental. They were formulated in the most basic life forms and ultimately adapted (and adopted) into more complex functions. The trial and error necessary to make these processes work h have taken billions of years.

But consider the basic fact that, according to LiveScience.com: “The system of blood vessels in the human body measure about 60,000 miles (96,560 kilometers). Arteries carry oxygen-rich blood from the heart through the body. Veins carry oxygen-poor blood back to the heart.”

Mind-boggling statistics such as that make people doubt the ability of nature and evolution to create such a miraculous, complex machine as the human body. Citing credulity on the part of people who trust science to such explanations, some doubters claim evolution is incapable of producing mechanisms such as the human eye.

The meaning of The Word

Often these cynics toward science and evolution (such as the inimitable Rush Limbaugh) prefer to credit God or some euphemistic Intelligent Designer as the inventor of all creation. Their case on behalf of religion often goes all the way back to a literal interpretation of the Book of Genesis and a supposed process of creation that took just seven 24-hour days. From there the extrapolations include a narrow view of time that suggests the Earth itself is only 6-10,000 years old. That leaves little or no time for evolutionary processes to occur, so they write them off as an invention of the human mind. A sin, even.

Florida SkyThe trouble with these ostensibly Christian objections to the theory of evolution is that Jesus himself would never have abided in them. Jesus taught using parables founded in highly organic symbolism, and was thus a naturalist before there was such a thing. His symbolic use of images from nature to teach spiritual principles is called metonymy, the use of the characters of one object from nature to describe the attributes of another.

The Bible is rife with metonymy from beginning to end. We could not read the book or understand a single concept about God without this metaphorical tool. Instead we get reports of God appearing as a mighty wind or the flames in a burning bush. God chooses not to be revealed directly interacting with the human race except through Christ and a few other representatives. The argument about how that process ultimately works is vexing the world to this day. But almost always, it is the literal interpretation of scripture that causes the most problems. About that habit Jesus chastised the religious leaders of his own day, calling them hypocrites and a “brood of vipers” (note the metaphor) for turning scripture into law as a means to control other human beings.

It’s really quite a simple, ugly and unchanging fact of human nature if you break it all down. Religion without metaphor is nothing more than a means to control other people.

Genetic traces

The solution to all these arguments can ironically be found in our genetics. For starters, the human race is all one species. There is no person on earth who by definition of our origins is better than the other. That scientific fact aligns so closely with the claims of Jesus one can only gawk at how stupid it really is to deny evolution in terms of human understanding.

Frank ShorterAnd to that effect, every race of human being constitutes mere variations on a single species, homo sapiens, that has developed differences in appearance in response to specific climactic environments and other forces of nature. Yet for all this diversity, human beings from each of these variations can definitely breed.

But let’s be clear: human beings cannot (or do not) effectively mate with other ape species because we are not evolved for that capacity. The outcomes of any such breeding (program) would not be fit for survival. The physical and mental attributes of inter-species breeding would be confused and under any biological pressure would not survive. That’s how evolution works. It’s quite merciless, and that is why books such as the Bible contain prohibitions against it. That includes bans against breeding with our own relatives, because breeding with people whose DNA is too close to our own can produce undesirable physical and mental defects. So the Bible acknowledges the workings of genetics. Not all genetic variation and specificity has desirable outcomes.

When new species do evolve in nature it is typically when groups of individuals become isolated from other populations. This combination of genetic variation and pursuant survivability is the natural laboratory in which evolution occurs. That’s why seemingly backward evolutionary adaptations can occur as well. Flightless cormorants on the Galapagos islands no longer needed to fly in order to survive. They swam to catch their food instead, and with no other natural predators to take them out, the birds slowly lost use of their wings for purposes of escape. Evolution has a sense of humor, you might say. And it doesn’t work in one simple direction.

Human traits

Yet we still share 95% of our DNA with our closest ape ancestors. This proves that at some point we had a common ancestor. Human beings diverged in one direction while apes like chimpanzees evolved in another. Our human ancestors wandered out on the savannah and began to walk erect by necessity. This opened up all sorts of other capacities, such as carrying objects while walking and ultimately that led to tool-using and other adaptations that pushed and pulled the descendant line of apes that developed into human beings in entirely new directions.

Monkeying with fitness

So we did not “come from monkeys” as is unpopularly supposed by those who object to the theory of evolution. We descended from a branch of bipedal apes, some of which succeeded in evolutionary history, while others did not.

If you’re paying attention, you begin to see the clear parallels between evolution and sport. It only makes sense that certain people are better adapted to endurance sports than oYoga girlthers. Some possess better capacities to process oxygen or have hearts that pump blood more efficiently to the muscles. They have an evolutionary advantage, in other words, that predisposes them to success in human sports.

That is not to say that improvement cannot be achieved through training and perseverance. One of the things we love about sports is the champion that has worked the hardest to achieve their goals. They may overcome physical shortcomings through persistence and training.

But that means considerable thought and willpower must be applied to that training in order to gain maximal effects. Entire theories of sports training have evolved as a result. Back in the 1970s the theory of Long Slow Distance (LSD) dominating running. Its proponent Arthur Lydiard trained his athletes using long runs and up to 200 miles or running per week to build endurance. This endurance base was then honed through speedwork and hills.

Speed thrills

Yet other coaches took the shorter route. Brooks Johnson at Stanford trained a 5000-meter runner named Doug Padilla to race using primarily speedwork, seldom more than 30 miles per week. Similarly, the likes of middle distance runner Sebastian Coe incorporated plyometrics and strength work to enhance speed over short distances. Coe broke the world record in both the 800 and 1500 meters during the height of his reign. He was trained by his father, who evolved the system of strength training and running to create a close to perfect running machine.

Yet even Seb Coe had his evolutionary flaws. These included flat feet, for which the athlete wore orthotics to train and compete in order to avoid injury from that biomechanical flaw.

These examples tell us that every athlete has to work with the mechanics of evolution while simultaneously compensating for individual shortfalls.

Evolving your training

Cleveland.GiantDuckThe practical application of all this theory also suggests that your training must evolve over time. Changes in physical ability from ages 12-24 are profound. Athletes gain strength and endurance during these years as they reach maturity. Maximizing endurance from ages 24-34 is the goal, when most athletes reach their peak.

Using that physical base and mental acuity gained from competition allows many athletes to success from the ages of 34-40. We call that “experience” but really what we’re talking about is an evolved ability to understand our mental and physical response under many conditions. That’s how older athletes such as Meb Kefleghzi are able to out-compete runners 10-15 years younger. Only by learning to love and accept our physical limitations can we actually learn to exceed them.

Beyond 40

RJCR_4483-X2 (1)Beyond the age of 40, an athlete’s training absolutely must evolve in response to physiological changes occurring within the body. The human body loses some of its ability to recover from stress as we age. Our systems literally begin to wear out past the age of 40. This also mocks the idea that human beings once lived 600-800 years. Evolution defies any such claims on simple grounds that animal flesh simply burns out with time.

Taking an oral myth and turning it into a supposed truth does nothing to defy these facts. It only proves the lengths to which human beings will go to deceive themselves toward ideas of immortality. It’s fine to lionize the characters in the Bible as primal examples of human virtue and perpetuity but we don’t need to turn them into demi-gods to prove the point that some people are exceptional. The human body is miraculous enough on its own without exaggerating our potential to some unreachable ideal. That’s just foolishness.

Definition of insanity

As for us “everyday” human beings, it makes no sense to do the same exact training from one year to the next. Everything from weather to diet and even cultural or financial stress can affect an athlete’s ability to train and perform. The idea that one’s training should be the same for five or ten years in a row is patently absurd.

Rupp and MebYes, there are some formulas for success, and good coaches abide by them. But great coaches also know how to adapt training to the athlete’s ability to respond. If something is not working, then an alternative must be found. This is especially true in response to the inevitable injuries that occur as a result of physical stress on the body from training. Plowing ahead when injury or illness catches up to an athlete is insane.

The effects of a set type of training can also wear off. Athletes learn to “game the system” over time, with perceived effort compromised by the ability to hold back and avoid pain or discomfort. That’s why variability is important in training. The human body and mind is not a machine. It does not always perform on demand, nor does it always benefit from rote repetition.

Evolution in real time

That means as we age and mature as athletes, it is often important to create circumstances in which we test ourselves in new ways. The flipside is that we must also learn to accept the need to recover more, to add rest days and possibly take a longer view of progress than we did as very young athletes.

In other words, our training must evolve. It helps to understand that every step we take is an evolution in our being. That’s why devices such as FitBit are becoming so popular. They give us empiric feedback on the tiny chemical reactions brought on by simple acts such as walking. This is evolution taking place in real time.

The evolutionary game

 

lanceOf course, there are always those who want to game the process of evolution. That’s where practices such as using steroids, doping or blood infusion for endurance athletes enter the picture. When Lance Armstrong convinced his entire cycling team to engage in use of EPO, his doctor was simply applying drugs invented to help cancer patients maintain healthy blood oxygen levels to enhance athlete performance. The same held true with blood-doping, the extraction and reinfusion of blood into an athlete’s circulatory system. None of these methods would work without a complex understanding of the evolutionary processes behind athletic performance. The basic premise of the program was to help athletes exceed the body’s native capacity to produce blood and process oxygen. In other words, the goal was to become superhuman.

The future of athletic performance may, in fact, be genetic engineering. That holds potential to bring out aspects of human performance through gene guidance and selection. That’s where the world of evolution and human performance begins to get really murky.

And that’s when it may well help to have a Bible or Quran or another holy book in hand when we consider the meaning of such evolutionary changes, not just the mechanisms. That’s what the Bible was always intended to do: function as a guide for our morality, but not as a science book.

SEEK JUSTICE. SHOW RESPECT. LOVE LIFE.

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Explaining the lure of triathlon to someone who doesn’t

RECE11797-X2From the outside looking in, the sport of triathlon certainly looks insane. Magic Marker numbers scrawled on bare skin. Tight racing suits, radical sunglasses and a strange variety of hats and helmets. Bikes that look more like wine bottle openers than bicycles. Wetsuits that make everyone look like a beached seal or a giant black licorice stick. All while sweat or water is pouring down faces and other body parts. What’s this all about, really?

When the sport was first popularized in the early 80s it quickly gained a reputation for attracting extreme athletes. Then came massive TV broadcasts in which athletes actually shit themselves coming into the finish line. That confirmed the craziness for many outside the sport.

Yet people tuned in because of that craziness. The limits of human endurance are somehow always fascinating. It can be a bit of a freak show. From the outside looking in, the sport of triathlon looks a bit like chaos.

But a perspective from inside the sport says something different. The craziness is more about being organized than in succumbing to chaos. The entire point of the triathlon is to control the chaos and proceed through transitions in a fashion that is both intelligent and efficient. Minutes in overall time can be saved simply by knowing how to place your gear and swapping it all in order. Explaining this to other people takes some doing.

PP Sue NumbersThat conversation

We’ve all experienced conversations at summer parties where the sport of triathlon comes up. “I can’t even run,” someone might observe. “I don’t know how you do all that.”

The response is that you don’t typically “do all that” until actual race day. Instead, the sport remains a practice of three-part harmony until you combine them. Yes, there are “brick runs” to do coming off the bike. That helps you learn the feel of running with cycling legs. It is these moments, you could explain, that make the sport so interesting. Because the same goes for getting on the bike after the swim.

But first, you have to explain the sensations of swimming in open water, with no constraints or walls to touch. All triathletes must practice that type of swimming, and learn what it’s like to tip your head up just above the surface to read where other swimmers are located and how to site for the buoys. It’s a strange and marvelous freedom, you might explain, to be swimming in such open circumstances. Yet it takes self-control.

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Switching from the grips to the drops on a road bike. The next phase is tri-bars. That’s coming this week.

That trot between the water and the bike transition area is also a strange world. It makes you feel like an entirely different creature on earth, like a monster from the Black Lagoon. Then you start to strip off your monster skin as you emerge from cold water onto dry land. That wetsuit keeps you warm in water conditions that might otherwise stop you cold. But you can’t wear that suit on your bike, so you strip as you go, then suit up for the cycling portion and gingerly trot out the gates because you’re now wearing shoes with cleats on the toes that are far worse than high heels when it comes to running in them.

That position

It might then help to explain why triathletes ride so flat on the profile of their bikes. It’s aerodynamics, plain and simple. The position far forward makes it easier to cut through air and better to pedal long distances. That position is almost like running on the bike. And sure, hills suck in that position, but it’s an ultimate tradeoff.

The trick during the bike phase is to ride hard enough to get a good bike time yet still save enough to get off the bike and run. This takes trial and error, and practice, but it is the crux of the sport to use both your mind and body to race well.

That running thing

When the run finally comes along, those first few steps can be brutal as your legs change from the cadence of the bike to the running motion. But this is where character comes in. Running when you’re already tired takes concentration. It can help to use the same tempo or cadence on the run that you were doing on the bike. The mind and body work together in strange ways.

PP Sue CalfAll about the calves

That is what the sport of triathlon is all about. That and reading the numbers on the calves of other cyclists and runners as you compete. Because those numbers indicate age group categories. Passing other competitors is the name of the game. In the swim, you typically don’t know who’s who, except for the color of their caps. That indicates which “wave” a competitor was allotted. That’s how racers are coded in the swim portions.

After that, it’s all about the calves.

When you enter the final mile and realize you’ve covered the distance to the best of your ability that day, there is a sense of accomplishment in the sport of triathlon. It stimulates the mind and challenges the body. All the strangeness in gear and appearance and cultlike tribalism means not a thing. You’re a person that is challenging self-perceptions. In fact, you’re one of many people doing the same. So no matter what others may think of your strange sport, it is a satisfying way to refine your self-worth and share an intense experience with others.

That is the sport of triathlon explained to those who might be curious, and to those still trying to figure out why the hell they do it.

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Competing in the land of Jelly Belly

PP TransitionThe pleasant little town of Pleasant Prairie, Wisconsin is located just south of Kenosha along Lake Michigan. The triathlon conducted out of the RecPlex has gotten a deserved reputation as a great race. Reports from years past indicate the parking situation is much improved. Everything from registration to transition is within a nicely confined area.

Even the race delay proved tolerable as thunderstorms swept from the southwest over the edge of Pleasant Prairie. Race directors moved everyone inside to safety out of the rain and threat of lightning. There is nothing more talkative than 2500 triathletes and their friends confined inside a gymnasium. The whole affair felt a bit like a party with a few short naps thrown in.

 

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Clicking in at the start of the bike. 

But when the rain relented and all those athletes and friends gathered outside along the lake, the sad announcement came that lightning was still within six miles of the start. So the race was changed to a duathlon for everyone. The worst result of that decision was mixed emotions on the part of those who excel in swimming. And who dislike running.

 

Instantly the International distance race became 8.5 miles of running total. The Sprint got off much easier, with only 5.4 total. But that’s still not really a sprint, now is it?

Most competitors raved instead about the new bike course. It utilized a couple overpasses as hills, and found the only other hills in the area out on the far reaches. The quick loop hrough a residential neighborhood was far better than those painful u-turns so many races concoct. And competitors in the International reported a stretch where speeds of 28-30 were quite possible, if not demanded of the riders.

RJCR_4483-X2 (1)As a triathlete from a running background, and then cycling, the duathlon has been a staple of racing for me the last couple years. But having done the pre-race swim the day before the race, I was disappointed not to get the chance to swim in true open water for the race.

And then I had to wait around for Wave 19 to take off. My fiance had already been on the course for an hour and a half when my race started. That meant we saw each other when I was on the second run and she was two miles into her second one as well. She looked good, and was smiling. That made me happy.

But there was business to attend to. At around that point in my race a fellow who was potentially in my age category (I misunderstood Waves vs. Age Group) showed up next to me at 1.5 miles out of 3.1. We ran together for half a mile and then I decided that it was not going to come down to a sprint. So I chose a spot ahead where the orange cones pointed us back on the running trail from the road and threw in a 15-meter surge. That was all it took to separate us. As is often the case, that tempo became my standard from there on in.

RMKY_9275-X3So it felt good to be competing. Again. I do these events with a bit of a chill attitude, I must admit. Getting all nervous doesn’t really help much. But I will admit to some pre-race yawns. Echoes of competitive days of yore. I finished second in my age group and 21st overall.

I finished second in my age group and 21st overall. Not bad for a guy still working on the Jelly Belly accumulated from a love of sweets. In fact, we toured the Jelly Belly factory just down the road from the RecPlex. Picked up some Sport Beans and a couple small treats. We did not go nuts.

As a souvenir and to replace the worn out ball caps lying around my house, I purchased two different Jelly Belly caps to wear around this summer. There’s nothing happier than the thought of Jelly Belly jelly beans. So there’s that. But there’s also a hidden reminder that my own jelly belly needs to go away. A cap with a Jelly Belly logo is a good way to go.

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Open water swimming

PP TransitionThe goal this past weekend was to do my first legitimate Sprint Triathlon in Pleasant Prairie, Wisconsin. We drove up on Saturday to participate in an open water swim session so that I could practice the day before the race. The weather was hot as heck and the water was 79 degrees. Too hot for wetsuit legal conditions.

So the gal conducting the pre-swim clinic encouraged us all to do the swim sans wetsuit. But the murmurings from within the bunch, most of whom were there for the same reason, to gain confidence in the water, were not enthusiastic about giving up the wetsuit.

“You should not use your wetsuit as a flotation device,” the clinic instructor warned us. And one could hear the air going out of lungs throughout the group.

Becoming a swimmer

This was a key moment for me and probably the rest of the bunch too. Becoming a swimmer and learning to relax in open water swimming is a rite of passage for all triathletes. We all tend to start in a 25-meter pool, doing laps. Then comes an outdoor pool and maybe a bigger outdoor pool without lane ropes and buoys. Then comes a regular old lake and possibly a bigger lake.

Cleveland.WetsuitIn our area, the transition in types of water ultimately leads to Lake Michigan. I’ve watched enough triathlons and realize that the lake can throw a lot of interesting conditions at you. There is always water temp to consider, which in Lake Michigan in summer can still hover in the low 60s through June and July. Then there’s wind and chop, which can mess with your breathing options. There are also swells and actual waves, which can mess you up.

Big Shoulders

Two years ago my girlfriend Sue came home from an event called Big Shoulders that scared the bejeezus out of every participant. Lake Michigan was pissed off or something, and the waves and swirling backwash from the concrete shore made swimming in open water a nightmare.

So I know to respect the water. But there’s a fine line between respect and fear. Respect is good. Fear is not.

The previous weekend in Cleveland I’d gotten a chance to swim into the open water of Lake Erie at Lorain, Ohio. The chop coming in from the lake through the inlet was mild. Yet the experience of swimming back and forth between the buoys 200 meters apart was a really good intro to this summer’s open water swimming.

But it still did not involve my swimming 750 meters continuously. That was the goal of the Sprint Triathlon in Pleasant Prairie. To be honest, I vacillated between the duathlon and Sprint Triathlon this weekend. I was not actually scared, just respectful that I’d not really done enough swimming to be totally confident.

Within ten strokes in the water however, my confidence surged. It felt good to swim. Yes indeed. It did. I wasn’t getting left in the wakes of the other swimmers either. So I swam along with an occasional sight check to make sure of my direction. The giant smokestack for the power plant along Lake Michigan was a good reference point as well, because the lake at Pleasant Prairie is some sort of cooling pond for the facility.

Laughing at fear

At the first buoy, I felt like laughing out loud. This open water swimming was fun. Seriously, I was actually having fun. This was an unexpected emotion. I liked open water swimming better than the pool. I didn’t have to stop, for one thing. And yes, the wetsuit helped that area of confidence.
Cleveland.RockHallUnderstand that open water swimming is a bit of a cathartic experience for me. My life over the last 10-15 years has had a lot of changes in it. I lost my mother to cancer in 2005, my wife to cancer in 2013 and my father to natural causes this past October. Through all that, I’ve been the primary caregiver to all of them in some way. There have been many times when I’ve felt like I was doing nothing more than treading water. Trying to stay afloat in the emotional depths of circumstance. From the depths of caregiving and anxieties to the shallows of financial challenges, it took willpower and some frantic swimming to get through it all.

Waves of grief and love

I’ve tried to be a good parent to my grown children in the wake of my wife’s passing. Both of them have faced emotional challenges. Losing your mother is such a singular event, yet it has manifold effects. Waves of grief can come from many directions. Past. Present. Future. The open water of the big world cares not what you’re going through.

When I began a relationship with the woman to whom I’m now engaged after three years of dating, there was some confusion in our family over my needs or intentions. Yet through conversation and time we have all come to understand ourselves and our family in new ways.PP Sue Numbers My son and daughter are amazingly sensitive, intelligent people. Perhaps I hurt them in some ways through all this transition. I’ve tried not to do that. I’ve asked their forgiveness if I have.

It remains. We’ve all been in open water, you might say. Siting our way through life’s events.  What we have discovered is that the love within our family runs incredibly deep.

Delicate operations

To this point, I will say that my fiance Sue is an incredible person. It can be a delicate operation being in a relationship with a man that has lost his wife to cancer. But we talk openly as possible about our feelings, and our respective families. She’s had to navigate the ripple effects of her divorce as well. We support each other like coaches do, you might say. Only coaches who love each other.

And while she’s an actual swim coach, and soon to be a certified triathlon coach, I have gotten coaching in other places when it has come to swimming. She’s good with that because she also gets coaching in running and riding and triathlon from Joe LoPresto at Experience Triathlon. So you see, we all resource and find our way from buoy to buoy in life. What I do ask from her when it comes to swimming is perspective on my technique and progress…how to do workouts and how to incorporate them in my own meager swim routine.

Travels and trials

Sue and I have done many training trips together and races too. She knew that it would be good for me to get into the water the day before the race in Pleasant Prairie. She didn’t make a big deal out of it but served as a guide just the same.

Last year during my first attempt at a Sprint Tri in Naperville, the water was too warm for wetsuit legal swimming. She’s purchased me the sleeveless wetsuit for my birthday last July, so I’d practiced in it. But knowing the day was not wetsuit legal, she sat by the shore and watched me sweat in my increasingly hot wetsuit while trying to make a decision whether to wear it anyway and give up a chance at an age group spot.

I watched wave after wave of swimmers embarking on the 400-meter swim in Centennial pool. None of them looked any better at it than me. So I walked over to Sue, peeled off the wetsuit and said, “I can do this.”

She said, “I know you can.” And I love her for that.

Bigger water

Since then I’ve not gotten much (any) additional experience in a bigger lake. So Saturday was the day. I came out of the water beaming and happy. The backs of my arms hurt and were cramping a bit, but I was really happy and proud about my effort. I gave her a big, wet hug and said thanks for encouraging me to do all this. Together we’ve both been open water swimming these past few years. She’s been guiding her kids through late teen and early 20s challenges and I try to be there for all of them too.

But what should happen the next morning? Thunderstorms came roaring through the area and the swim portions of the triathlons were canceled. The entire event turned into a duathlon. To Sue’s credit, she rocked her running segments, both the 2.3 intro section replacing the swim and the 6.2 closing run as well. Plus she kicked ass on the bike. She was 8th in her age group and in the top quarter of all International distance finishers. Nice job honey! In the Sprint I was 2nd in my age group and 21st overall.

More plans

But I was disappointed not to get my first full Sprint Tri under my belt this past weekend. Coming up there’s another opportunity in Lake Zurich. Then I might do the Olympic distance as well. That’s my plan for the summer.

At some point, you simply learn to love the feel of the water around you as you move along. The depths are not the concern any longer. Your simple goals are keeping your ass up at surface level while making sure you keep your arms moving at the right angle. And rotate like a smart little fish. And breathe. And exhale. And you swim. Because you can. And you must. And you always will.

TRAIN HARD. COMPETE WELL. LOVE LIFE.

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The vital connection between vanity and performance

 

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Not happy about the weight around my waist. So it’s time to let vanity go to work.

Admit it. You like to look good. As good as you can, anyway. Millions of people spend billions of hours working out in the gym so that they look good. Those of us who run, ride and swim like to look good too. You could call it vain. Or you could call it vital.

 

Because there’s a vital connection between vanity and performance. It hearkens back to evolutionary fitness. That is our sense of what it takes to survive. With human beings, fitness melds a set of visual standards upon which we base our sense of worth and preparedness, so to speak. Some people argue that the standards we’ve set for ourselves in terms of appearance are often ridiculous. The demand for women to be thin as supermodels is unattainable when those visuals are often photographically altered. But fashion players know that setting the ideal well out of reach is a powerful way to drive human desires. People always seem to want what they can’t have.

So what can we have?

That is absolutely an individualized question. Each of our personal genetics defines a good part of how we look. And yes, there are people who go to extremes to change that. Bodybuilders pump themselves up with protein and tanning salons and strut about the stage. Their vanity is on full display. To some, that’s a joy. To others, a horror.

The “performance” aspect of bodybuilding is so tied to the vanity aspect it is inseparable. Within that culture, there are standards to achieve that may seem insane to those who don’t abide by them.

 

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The world of Instagrammers is highly vain. And people seem to love it.

Those of us that run and ride and swim have our standards as well. And to people outside that culture, some of those seem extreme. If you’re the only fit person in your office, it is easy to almost feel out of place. Even the mention of participation in an upcoming triathlon can make the donut crowd squirm in their seats before a departmental meeting.

 

Fortunately, health and wellness are becoming more of a priority for many companies. Health insurance programs often promote participation in fitness activities because there is a perceived link between better health and productivity. Healthy employees also tend to reduce absenteeism.

Both the sponsoring company (and I use that term specifically) and health insurance companies seek the goal of reduced claims and costs among healthier employees.

Well, except for the physical therapy and rehab…

There’s also a feeling of corporate “fitness” and a certain vanity that comes from being on a team of people that is participating in physical activity. The bonding that occurs is real and profound.

Absent that team feeling in the workplace, many people seek out clubs or teams that encourage their fitness habits. But it still comes down to individual preference. The work you do in the gym or out on the roads is often hard effort. Something needs to drive you. Motivate you. Get you out the door.

Frankly, there’s nothing more powerful (and perhaps vital) to your self-image than how you feel about how you look. So there’s nothing wrong with a bit of vanity in all this. We all want to feel desirable. For some of us, that means losing a bit of weight around the middle. For others, it might be building strength in the arms, legs, or abs. All these appearance issues happen to tie in well with overall performance. The fitter we get, the more we can expect good performance metrics.

So our biology is telling us that it’s okay, even desirable in some respects, to be a little vain. There are entire Instagram accounts based on this brand of vanity, each with thousands of followers. So it’s apparent there’s a market for vanity as a personal brand.

But vanity alone won’t make you faster, that’s for sure. That takes work. But if your vanity gets you out the door to do the work, then half the battle is won.

GIVE FULLY. TRAIN HARD.

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Rolling with the Axemen

IMG_5561While driving home from a visit to Cleveland on a section of the Ohio turnpike, I noticed a band of motorcyclists wearing classic black leather jackets and riding Harleys. Curiosity about the group made me follow them for a hundred miles or so. I watched them signalling to each other about road debris, and how wisely they moved through occasional bouts of traffic.

IMG_5559There’s an obvious relationship in how motorcycles and cyclists move on the road. Yes, the speed dynamics are different. Lane positioning too. Cyclists need to ride on the side of the road, not in the middle like a motorcycle.

But the similarities remain. There are stickers out there that read, “Start Seeing Motorcycles.” That’s because too many motorists fail to keep an eye out for motorcycles.

The website AccidentDataCenter shares this information about the dangers of motorcycle riding. “While motorcycle accidents occur at about the same frequency as passenger vehicle accidents, the seriousness of injuries is much greater. Motorcycle accidents occur for many of the same reasons as car accidents, but are much more likely to result in serious injury or death. According to a study done by the federal government, motorcyclists are 35 times more likely to die in an accident than passenger vehicle drivers.”

That’s some pretty grim stuff. And there are reasons why it is so grim.

“This is because motorcyclists have to worry about all of the same risks as people in cars…but because motorcycles are small and there is so little padding between the driver and the road, an accident on a motorcycle is more dangerous than on any other vehicle. In a crash, a motorcyclist risks being crushed or run over by other vehicles, skidding across pavement at freeway speeds, having their motorcycle pin them to the ground, and any number of other injuries that are amplified by their lack of protection.”

There are other similarities between motorcycles and cycling.  “At least 25% of motorcycle accidents are caused by fixed objects and road conditions. This means the driver hitting a pothole, an object in the middle of the street, a light post, or the road being wet or icy. While these risks also affect other sorts of drivers, people on motorcycles have to be especially aware of things in the road or weather conditions that will endanger them because of their unique vulnerability.”

cud-racingI’ve been thinking about the more intimate relationship motorcyclists and cyclists have with the road. A significant pothole or road crack can throw a motorcyclist or cyclist off their machine in a heartbeat. Yet a car or truck sails right over. So one can see why people that have never ridden a bike have so little sympathy.

Yet the encounter with even a simple road feature like a tarsnake can cause a painful or even fatal accident for a cyclist.  Those of us who pedal on the edge of the road see these things and are forced to swerve. In an effort to be safe in our riding, we indicate by hand signals to riders behind us that there are dangers ahead. Thus riding together is a cooperative venture. Just like those motorcyclists on the Ohio turnpike.

When the Axemen pulled into a rest stop I followed them and struck up a conversation with a couple of the members. It turns out they were participants in a fundraising ride for firemen in need of financial assistance due to job risks. I’ve seen many such rides in the motorcycling community. These are people trying to enjoy the road and do some good in the process. Just like cyclists.

Sure, the differences between motorcyclists and cyclists may seem profound. The vision of a sturdy motorcyclist with tons of facial hair, a black leather outfit and a bandanna on their head might seem like the polar opposite of the cyclist pedaling along in a lycra kit and a skinny tire bike. But there are far more similarities than differences where it really counts. All have a right to use the road, and there are far too many people driving motor vehicles who either refuse to acknowledge or forget to respect that fact.

SHOW RESPECT.

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Steph Curry shoes and aging ungracefully

Steph Curry Shoes

These are Under Armor Steph Curry basketball shoes.

They are bad. Real bad. Not bad in a good way. Bad in a bad way. Bad bad. They have been roasted on Twitter for looking exactly like the style of shoes old people wear to do mall walking.

And let’s talk about that for a moment. One can hardly argue that mall walking is bad for elderly people. But we can also talk about the lifestyles that lead to mall walking. Do we honestly have to stop running, riding and swimming as we age? No, we do not. Granted, not everyone can run, ride or swim their way to healthy aging. However, you can also tell the difference in people who never try.

 

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New Balance offers a massive selection of Dad Shoes common on the feet of the elderly.

This is a delicate topic I know. Everyone deserves encouragement for taking their personal health and fitness goals seriously. I once managed a Sports Complex where all types of runners and walkers came to do their laps in the winter months. I set up programs for all these people and shared advice to help them find success. We were the site of choice for heart rehabilitation centers for the regional hospital. Heart disease is a serious damn issue. It runs in my own family and millions of others.

 

Watching those heart patients walk their way back to wellness was, in its way, quite inspiring. So I’m no snob about all this. On a regular basis I have conversations with people who tell me they cannot run, only walk. Many share news of bad knees or hips. And you know what I say? “Walking is the best exercise of all, they say.” 

Walking it back

There have been times in my career when walking was the only alternative I had for exercise. A torn ACL required months of rehabilitation. During the first few months following the surgery it was a significant triumph just to be able to walk the three miles to the riverfront and back. It still stung to straighten my left leg. My right leg bore the weight and the Achilles on that side got sore. It was tough going.

Eventually, it got better, and I started to run a little bit at a time. I wanted to run again because I love it, and always have. Plus I was not yet willing to be “that guy” that cannot run. Not yet. Not so early in life. Not in my forties. Perhaps not ever.

Riding through life

The same goes with the bike. You know, there are bikes that are effectively the equivalent of those Steph Curry “dad” shoes. Bikes designed only for comfort, not speed. And I’m not going to say anything bad about people who better themselves by riding those bikes.

There are also people who ride perfectly fast bikes, but choose to go really slowly. And to them I also say, more power to you. That mirror on your helmet probably works swell. But I am not ready to be that guy. I still want to race. I like to race.

Run. Ride. Swim. As fast as I can.

Not giving up

And do not want to go around wearing shoes that look like I’ve given up on doing any of those things. Shoes that say I’m reduced to walking. Maybe someday, that will be fine. But not now.

Now I still compete and enjoy it. I’m still faster than all but the top people in most race, finishing in the top 20 and even the top 10 overall. And while there are still a few pounds I hope and plan to shed this summer (still) I’m happy that guy in the mirror can look back and say “Go for it.”

Conquering fears one at a time

Sure, I’ve got my trepidations about my first real open water swim this weekend. I haven’t practiced enough yet to be confident in how it will go for 750 meters. A part of me says I should “Do the Duathlon” until success in swimming all 750 meters is achieved in practice. That’s the prudent, more conservative approach perhaps. It’s all part of the process making these decisions. There is no shame in building confidence or testing yourself… before the real test …is a wise way to go. But a part of me says “Just Do It” and the fears will crumble. So we’ll see.

No thanks to Sansabelt pants

I’d rather have a bit of manufactured fear than live in fear that my Sansabelt pants are going to explode in public. And I’m not going to wear Steph Curry “dad” sneakers and go doddering around in public.

So maybe yes, I’m a form of snob, and perhaps a total prick. But you know what? We all have our standards. I’m no better or worse that all those people on Twitter who think Steph Curry’s “dad” shoes are for losers, and proven right when the Cavs, not the Golden State Warriors with their regular season record of 73-9 who won the NBA Finals. Lebron James was not wearing “dad” shoes.

So excuse me while I go run. And ride. And swim. In anything but shoes that look like dad shoes.

BE ORIGINAL. SHOW RESPECT. BUT NOT FOR THOSE SHOES.

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Feeling for a friend

EMPTIESPerhaps you know someone with depression. I know I do.

A friend just walked in the door of the coffee shop where I’m writing this morning, and I could tell in an instant he was in the midst of a deep battle with his own mind. He’s a talented guy. Right now he’s sitting seven feet in front of me. “I have so much shit to do. It’s like I’m a broken machine.”

He turns to me and smiles. But it’s a painful smile. The smile that says, “Nothing is gonna make this a whole lot better now.”

Depression is exhausting. For creative people like my friend, and for great artists and politicians and recent mothers forever, depression kills the spirit and makes even simple obligations a misery. You just don’t care. Life itself feels like an affront. The rising sun feels like a smack upside the head. You’ve got to do this “thing” again. This life shit.

So I am going to try to get my friend some help. Because he deserves it. For twenty years or so (he shares upon my asking) he’s fought this thing on his own for the most part. “Once in a while, people give me an ear. But I’ve worn out my welcome with some people,” he says.

It’s so hard.

Those who run and ride know that exercise can be a salve for depression and anxiety. It can even be a release from the day to day emotional shackles that depression clamps on your wrists and mind.

People try everything to get out of the pain. Yet God even seems out of reach. You can’t always pray your way out of depression.

But people have learned that you can exercise your way out of emotional jam. That’s a fact, not a slap in the face of religion. And once you get going, which is the hard part, the running and riding and swimming becomes a prayer of sorts

We all need a release from the manic reality of the world that often does not give a shit about you or me or anyone else. So we go running and riding and the world steps aside for a bit. The road ahead becomes the focus. By the time the movement is in full swing the world can even open up a little. The fields go rolling by. The birds on the wire suddenly appear in your consciousness. The song of a meadowlark reaches you from out in the grasslands. And you are saved, for the moment.

Perhaps you’ve never experienced real depression or have never known someone that has. But it’s hard. And real.

You might find this post a bit depressing on its own. But depression is not just the product of people trapped in their own negative thought patterns. But it’s subtle. Cognitive therapy can help with some aspects of depression, sometimes.

It’s important to realize that the likes John Lennon and Winston Churchill each fought depression. That’s why it’s important to give consideration to the idea that the human condition has a broad range of responses to this world. It’s not losers or weak people who experience depression. Some of the strongest people you will ever meet in the world fight this brave fight every day. And that’s just to feel normal. Not full of angst, fear or dread. And they still lead productive lives. That’s something to be admired, not despised or denigrated.

I’m going to try to get my friend some help. And if you or someone you know fights depression or anxiety, know that there is no better time in the history of the world to come forward or find the resources and support people with depression can use. Today’s medications are better than ever. They typically don’t destroy your personality or your creativity.

It can take a little work to find the right chemistry, but until you do, if you’re lucky enough to go running and riding, it’s the best first response in this world.  It is not just your imagination that this stuff works.

GIVE FULLY. LOVE LIFE. EVEN WHEN IT’S HARD.

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Rocking and rolling on the Cleveland bandwagon

Cleveland.SkylineFor Father’s Day, I spent a weekend in Cleveland with my son and had a really great time. We visited the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame. Basically, the entire museum is a giant admission that without the creativity and genius of black people, rock and roll and virtually every other form of American music would never have come into existence.

Well, perhaps that’s not the case with country music. But let’s get something out in the open here. If Blues music captures the soul, then country music captures what happens when the soul gets lost. There’s an old joke, “Do you know what happens when you play a country music song backward? You get your wife back, you get your house back, you get your dog back…”

Certainly country music is a uniquely American genre as well those invented and popularized by black musicians. Those would be jazz, rhythm and blues, and yes, even rock. Perhaps especially rock.

The Beatles were just one band that tapped into all three of these sources to write their own music. The Rolling Stones came to America to record at Chess Records, a primarily black record label based on the southwest side of Chicago’s Loop. I’ve been to that building and it makes you realize how much the likes of Chuck Berry brought life to the music of the world.

A mess of roots

Cleveland.RockHallSo it was interesting to tour the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame and see all these rock roots funneled into a series of roughly categorized exhibits. But it wasn’t until we reached the 5th and 6th floor that some of rock music’s most important aspects were celebrated. These were the floors where rock’s political commentary was documented. One video illustrated the many ways that rock music has been used, and misused, as anthems for political purposes.

And so much stupidity was chronicled. For example, when the Ronald Reagan campaign chose Cleveland.LennonSGTPepper“Born In the USA” as a political rally song, apparently no one in that campaign stopped to examine the fact that the lyrics were an absolute indictment of the My Country Right or Wrong philosophy of the neo-conservative movement.

Springsteen sent a cease and desist order forcing Reagan to stop using the song. The same thing happened with John McCain and a long line of politicians that have been told to stop using the work of rock artists to promote their causes. In almost every case, the lyrics contradicted the public platform of the politicians seeking to use the songs for their campaigns.

It does illustrate how easy it is to create a bandwagon and ask people to jump on board, and for the shallowest of reasons. Of course it is still happening to this day.

Still, the Rock Hall did offer some wonderful moments. Getting to see the faux military band outfit John Lennon wore on the cover of the Sgt. Pepper album was fascinating. So were the many examples of song lyrics as written on everything from legal pads to napkins by so many artists. In some cases I knew those lyrics by heart. Words from Jackson Browne that had affected my life in some way. So to see them at their source was a fascinating thing. And I sang them quietly to myself. I’ve been on some of those rock and roll bandwagons a long, long time.

Sports bandwagons

Cleveland.BigBlueBirdThe other world in which rock music is used to recruit people to the bandwagon is sports. The opening sequence of an Alan Parsons Project song was used for years to psyche up the crowd at Chicago Bulls games. Music has a lot of power to incite the human spirit.

And thus it was interesting to be in Cleveland during the runup to the NBA Finals game held last night. One could almost feel the music of human emotion building before the game. There were signs everywhere rooting for the Cleveland Cavaliers, and my son purchased a pretty chill Cavs cap to wear to a party he was attending on Sunday.

The fact that the Cavs won after being down 3-1 was a marvelous sports story, and very inspiring. After my long-time reticence to root for LeBron James because he seemed like such an egotist, I’d recently changed my opinion through his humorous acting performance in the movie Trainwreck, starring Amy Schumer.

His acting humanized LeBron in a good way. So seeing the man bent over the court crying after the Cav’s triumph last night, and realizing the hopes of an entire city sat on his shoulders after all these years? Well, that was pretty moving.

Sucking up to Cleveland

 

Cleveland.WetsuitThe day before our trip to the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, I parked my Subaru in Lorain, Ohio next to Lake Erie. I needed swim goggles since I’d left them home in Illinois, and decided to pedal 10 miles west to Vermilion to a shop called Bicycle Bills. I’d picked up a tourism brochure about Vermilion at an Ohio Turnpike rest stop and the shop was listed, so it sounded like a good place to visit.

The wind was at my back the whole way out, but the scenery along Lake Erie between Lorain and Vermilion was not as nice as I had hoped. The map showed the “lake road” better known as Highway 6 tooling along Lake Erie. But mostly what I saw was Rust Belt ruins and railroad tracks. The shore of Lake Erie is getting a makeover here and there, but the job is not yet complete.

In Vermilion there was a town festival taking place. So I pedaled slowly down the closed streets, navigating between dogs and wayward toddlers, until I arrived at a main stage where music by the band Steely Dan played quietly over the loudspeakers. People were milling about like they do at town festivals, waiting for some kind of entertainment.

It turned out that a pageant to name the town’s Cleveland.Princessnew beauty queen was about to take place. So I stopped to take a selfie with the outgoing “queen.” She was more the age of a princess. But you don’t always get to choose the royalty with whom you associate.

Then I found Bicycle Bills and purchased their last remaining set of Tyr swim goggles. Then I spent a few minutes chatting with Bill, soaking in the friendly vibe of a place that is like so many good bike shops across America. Bill and I commiserated about the tragedy of the Michigan cyclists recently killed, and he counseled me to “ride careful.”

Wings and things

That is always good advice. And three miles up the road that advice came to full light. For some reason, a guy driving a classic Chevy with big wings on the back of his vehicle did not know how to get around a cyclist riding legally on the edge of the road. He swung in fromt of me with his oversized fenders and nearly clipped my front wheel.  I could see him looking into the rear view mirror. Was he scared that he almost hit me or checking to see if he’d sufficiently given me a scare? One can’t always tell.

Cleveland.GiantDuckAs I pedaled back east toward Lorain into the wind, I focused on the pleasures of riding in a somewhat different place. Passing through Lorain to the east, I paused for a photo with the giant duck some organization had hired to promote an upcoming event. The duck and I exchanged kisses because I was loving the day. And why not?

Back at the beach, I threw on my wetsuit and slid into the waters of Lake Erie. After about 600 meters of swimming, it was time to get out and drive East to visit my son.

There is simply not a better way to feel part of a place than to run and ride on the streets, or swim in the water. It’s a connection those of us who run, ride and swim know and love. It made me feel a tiny part of Cleveland, and happy to jump on the bandwagon for their night of triumph. Such is America, where jumping on bandwagons is a sport all its own.

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