The wind is so loud outside it sounds like the trains that pass through nearby Geneva, Illinois every day.
This wind has caused the snow to blow sideways all day. There is a skin of ice on the driveway. The streets are slippery.
There was a time when I would still go out running in such conditions. I was skinny then. Too skinny and determined to let a little wind and bad weather keep me in. Those were different times.
Business kept me busy today, as did the construction of a new website for my business, 3C Creative Marketing. Still a work in progress. But there’s big plans ahead.
Now that I work for myself there should be plenty of time in the day to fit in a workout, right? That’s how it’s supposed to work. You become That Guy who is always at the gym. Always out running in the noon hour on the best of days. Always always always.
Except I don’t actually want to be That Guy. That’s not how it actually works. Conscience toward the needs of clients should and does take over. Workouts get put on the backburner.
It’s not that those of us self-employed types always procrastinate our exercise. It’s that we’ve worked hard to get here. Put up wit uncertainty and wondered aloud (to ourselves) if this s0-called business plan is fully actualized.
But it is. And we do. Work at it. We also know there are commitments equal to our obsessions. So we run and ride and swim when we can.
No real sense beating yourself because you want to be a success in life in more ways than one. Sure the winter wind seems like an excuse. The gym will call tomorrow if it does not let up. This past weekend with 45 degree temps let the running and riding go well. So it is not guilt, but motivation that calls.
Or so we like to tell ourselves. Ah, maybe a little bit of guilt. Let’s admit it.
But not enough to go out in this weather. Time for some ab work and some dinner.